♥ IJN
Thursday, 13 September 2012 | 08:37 | 0 cutest
Hari ney ada checkup kat IJN (Institut Jantung Negara) . Why ? Parents risau . Fandi and Tasha dah confirmed marfan syndrome . Ikai alhamdulillah takde . But doktor risau cause heartbeat ikai slow sgt . Senang semput and maybe boleh stop bila-2 je . Tap ikai lag sedih pasal mama . Doktor ckp she's a "walking time bomb" . Bila-2 masa je mama boleh.........nevermind . If direlakan , ikai nak ganti mama . Ikai nak mama hidup . Jaga Fandi and Tasha . Berada disisi abah . Ikai takpe if takde . Ikai dah byk buat silap and had enough . Ikai taubat , insaf and just wanna go . Go far away .
Agak-2 korang , caya tak bdk atas ney actually sakit ? Yes , but not now . Doktor ckp kemungkinan lag teruk after kahwin before pregnant . Wow , like seriously tad senyum je depan doktor and mama . At least I know . Tap takdir di tangan Tuhan . I'm leaving it all to Him . But before I go , I hope I get to say this . Dear ex , is it okay for me to always love you ? Even in long distance ? I know I have to erase my memories . I will after I'm gone but I want you to keep a part of me . A part who always loved you . Dgr sini MUHD HAFIZZUDDIN JUSMAN , I can't forget you . But I'm trying to love someone else . Its okay . Keep my memories . If ikai pergi lag awal , sedekahkan al-Fatihah kay ? InsyaAllah I'll smile . Amin .
