♥ Let me learn to love you
Saturday, 24 November 2012 | 06:21 | 0 cutest
Assalamualaikum . So Aiman made me listen to Ne-yo "Let Me Love You (Until You Learn To Love Yourself)" . Yeah , ada part that says bout the girl is bad and the guy's trying to change her . Well , let's ignore that now shall we ? Haha . You know what ? I think I should try loving someone now . I mean Aiman . I'm not dead serious with him yet . After my last relationship , I don't have the courage or trust to any guys , yet , I think , I AM ! It's not that I don't wanna , but some hopes will fade and I don't wanna have anymore heartbreaks nor fights . I've had enough . Aiman did tell me that I should move on from the past and I did . I already did . I just don't have the guts now or then maybe . Pity Aiman . But what the heck ? It's not my fault that I couldn't trust or couldn't be trusted . Whatever . I did mistakes and when I said I was sorry , all I get was bullshit . Haha . Like I give a damn . Na'ah . Some hearts are lucky but most hearts aren't . Wait , what am I saying ? Crap . I don't even know what the hell am I saying . Lol much Ilya . The question is , should I try to love him truthfully or let the relationship go on like how it is now ?
