♥ It's called LIFE , Ilya .
Thursday, 27 December 2012 | 07:29 | 0 cutest
You know , there's so much meaning in life . Everyone has different life , different path , and different destiny . What's mine ? Well , Allah has already made mine and I , myself have to figure it out on my own . So far , I get the hang on myself . Before , I have problems . Problems made out on my own . If only I have a time machine , I would stop myself from knowing what love is . I don't get the meaning actually but like I care . I used to be this "tomboy" that every girl respect and every boy to be afraid of . But then , there comes my first boyfriend . Huh . Past is past . But , there's this 3 guys . My ex , my boyfriend and my admirer *I think . Ex , I'm happy that you finally found someone better . Seriously . But I have this problem , getting you out of my mind ! Why can't I ? Ask my brain , not my heart . Boyfriend , why are we like this ? It's like as if we don't exist as a couple . I don't mind not contacting but being ignored ? So-called admirer , I don't love you nor hate you . I just like us being friends , normal friends ! If only there was a time machine........